Wednesday, March 3, 2010

In loving memory

The roomie that relapsed died.  Probably 3 or so hours after I wrote my previous post.  She stopped breathing and died in the bed next to me as I was sleeping.  I heard her breathing/snoring at about 5 AM, but she was dead when I woke up at 8:45 AM.

I don't know what more to say about it right now.  There is so much to say that I am overwhelmed and can't begin to communicate.  Because beginning and not saying enough or not saying the right thing would be worse than just staying mute.

I guess I could say I feel badly.  And I am sad.  I went to her funeral yesterday.  She was loved.  It is a horrible thing, her death.  She did not deserve it.  Yes, it was a horrible, horrible waste.  Terrible.

Enough.

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