Every other day is a kick in the shinsEvery other day it's like the day just wins...I believe in loveBut it don't believe in me...
So, here's my new blog entry. I'm editing it on Notepad, we'll see how it works.
My newest roomie relapsed today. That makes 3 in about a week. WTF. I guess I'm doing pretty well comparatively. No relapse. Or maybe a relapse, I'm not sure. I took a bunch of one roomie's sedation crap. So I guess that does mean I used. I don't want to admit it. But I guess I did. I didn't even get high though. Suck.
I'm still a complete mess mentally. I'm not cutting, but I'm giving up. I hate myself and my life. And I'm tired. Just tired of trying.
I sick of even writing this.
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