I talked to my friend a long time today about what happened with F on Weds. I even remembered and told her more than I told my therapist, mostly because I've had time to process it and let it soak into my brain a little longer.
I am now watching "In Treatment" like it was CRACK. Laura and Paul, ooooh yeah. I sound like the Kool-Aid guy. Anyway, the first two episodes when Laura reveals to Paul that she loves him; hell yes. Then his (and her) subsequent reactions in later episodes are manna from heaven. It is exactly how I feel about F. Or did feel about F. I think I'm getting over him, especially because of how he reacted when I told him I "liked him." Cripes, how juvenile a term is that? I guess I was too embarrassed to say "attracted." I will not be next time.
Yes, F. I want to sleep with you. Perhaps after I get to know you better. But, if it were the only option, I would fuck you right now.
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